1.1. Was experiencing a kind of "crisis" around My beliefs about Being a powerful Co-Creator with the Universe (as We say in Our Māori traditions, We are the “Atua”, descendants and expressions of the “Supernatural Ancestors”): I felt I wasn’t actually in control of My life like an Atua ought to be. That was frustrating in a practical sense, but more deeply, I felt like a fraud.
1.2. Felt grief and overwhelm from all the disturbing situations and injustice in the world, and that I hadn’t yet figured out how to optimise My response to these situations (in the context of Being a powerful and affirmative Co-Creator with the Universe, expressed as Being in service to My family, community, country and world – including the natural family/world to whom We are related).
1.3. Felt happiness and contentment in My personal relationships was eluding Me: in My marriage, with My son (as He was facing different challenges of His generation in these uncertain times), with friends and other family members (wanting to be more connected with them).
1.4. Was feeling financially insecure - I was seeking sufficient passive income so I had the freedom to choose/ control what activities I engaged in.
1.5. Was easily triggered by certain situations – especially injustice, betrayal, perceived threats to My personal safety and security, feeling misunderstood and people “not getting Me”, people being dishonest, resenting people who failed to stand up for what’s right (there’s a long list, I would say!). I sought to be more detached from things that trigger Me.
1.6. Was frustrated at how long it’s taking to create Our new healthy, secure home – and starting to lose faith that My husband and I can even create that in any time-frame that matters.
1.7. Had some health issues I want to resolve.
2.1. I learned new ways of meditating and tapping into co-creative energies, and I Am monitoring what different shifts they may create in My life.
2.2. *I co-created some positive shifts already (many are things which I’ve wanted to do for years now, but just never started. I’ll never know if they would have happened naturally anyway despite Being on the Quest, but I’ll mention them here anyway).
a. *More information is coming to Me about how to optimize My ability to deliberately co-create with the Universe, and how to effectively utilize My focus, time and energy for the Highest good of all.
b. *I Am being invited to participate, and Am being recognised, as a “leader” in different initiatives (significantly more so than before) – especially in the area of indigenous metaphysical knowledge and practice. And I Am learning lots from My engagement in these spaces, and feeling more connected to different ‘tribes’ of kindred spirits.
c. I started a publishing business! And I expect it to be beyond successful for Me and My family, and ultimately the world.
d. My health has improved (I participated in an indigenous ceremony which, among the many benefits, seems to have mitigated the serious body inflammation I experienced post My Covid19 booster shot).
2.3. I Am feeling more free, confident and optimistic – like My power to choose mindfully has increased.
3.1. That I could do significantly more in the area of personal ‘upgrading’, and improving personal ‘operating systems’.
3.2. A reminder that all moments in Life have led Me here. So, regardless of Me at some point labeling them “good” or “bad” experiences, they all had that value, and My appreciation for them “as they are” has increased. I wouldn’t change any of it.
3.3. The list of Brules I could interrogate to improve My life is ree-eeally long, lol!
3.4. Reinforcement that ‘rejection is sometimes protection’.
3.5. Being ‘different’ (e.g. challenging the ‘establishment narrative’) is one of My treasured Superpowers.
3.6. The ideas shared in the Quest triangulated well with the Indigenous metaphysical knowledge taught to Me, and reinforced their inherent truth, value and wisdom.
3.7. “Magic” and “miracles” happen more often than We perhaps realise, to the point that We might wish to take on the thought that they are a normal part of Life.
3.8. Reinforcement for the belief that “I choose”; “I Am the Atua” (I Am the Supernatural ancestors who are expressing through Me. That's fractal universe theory in action!).
3.9. Rather than aiming for what 'is' within the realms of “reality”, imagine and strive for what 'could' be (in the realm of possibility). Realistic people don’t achieve extraordinary things. Extraordinary things are achieved by those who challenge 'accepted' reality.
3.10. “Failure” has value – it’s about a constructive attitude towards it as a learning experience, as an indicator of growth, etc.
3.11. Coincidence is an illusion, everything happens for a reason (cause-effect-cause…), so pay attention to synchronicities (they can be like flagposts/ signposts); and all things are connected. Actively keep Your radar out for the connection between apparently separate events that attract Your attention. If/ when You see the link, then look for the opportunity within that situation which You can take action on. Don’t just collect information: connect information.
3.12. Be mindful of motivations and expectations influencing You in any situation, but stay open to “another way”, because “the way” that’s in Your Highest interests can often change or it may be very different to what You envisaged.
3.13. Visions and meditations that incorporate benefiting others (and, of course, energized with positive emotion) are the most powerful.
3.14. Latent /potential manifestations – e.g. desires that come to Our heart/mind, which We hold for Ourselves – have a consciousness and life energy all of their own, and they are seeking to express themselves. They are like entities and Beings in their own right. They deserve respect like any other sovereign Being.