I have Iost myself so many times in this country that I cannot even describe that in words. I didn't have the most amazing childhood and I didn't have the courage to speak up for myself when I was a teenager, although they say that Gemini is very social / extrovertive people, but for me was a struggle to be surrounded by smart people as I didn't feel good enough to be around them.
I tried meditation and I failed many times. I couldn't connect to myself, I was disconnected from my intuition. I always found it hard to accept myself as I was and my mind was always in the past , digging for things and because of that I had lost control of my subconscience if that makes any sense at all. I always criticized myself for every decision that I've made since I was 16 and I guess I was very hard on myself. I didn' t had anybody to guide me or a mentor to show me a direction so I always had to make a decision by myself.
Shortly I had ups and downs, I hit rock bottom so many times but always find a way to come back but that wasn't enough as I did not know what I wanted or what makes me happy for real.
In 2020 when there was not much to do, I connected with the videos from Mindvalley and slowly I started to see things from a different perspective.
In 2021 I enrolled in a couple of programs and every single one had a huge impact on my life. I don't think I have enough words to thank Vishen Lakhiani for being extraordinary in his quest.
I've put into practice every single thing that I've learned and I am thankful that he has such a wonderful way to teach and to give such amazing examples.✌️
I changed my routine, rewired my subconsciousness, I know now that I am the creator of my own reality and I will never limit myself to anything. I know what I want and I will do whatever it takes to have the experiences I wish for .
Thank you Mindvalley and thank you Vishen , you are the best! I 'm grateful that the universe connected me with you and your work and I wish that everybody can take this quest and reinvent themselves and become the best version possible.
All the best , with love and respect
Nicole