"I just started this program"

I just started this program, I've had it for two years already. But I have been yearning for transformation. I simply became fed up with my life as it is. In the first day of my program, I realized I was shaping my reality by my actions and in-actions. I was in full victim mode, and I realized in college, where I experienced life with less resources but achieved great success; at that point my words and my life actions where different. I remember saying, I welcome every challenge and I am thankful for learning and overcoming every challenge. As I entered corporate world, I started feeding myself the negativity and blaming my mishaps on everyone and every circumstances. But no more! The first day of segmenting yielded alot more pleasurable results.