"After the Compassion part, so many people have contacted me, all at once"

Before this program I have experienced a very, very tough year. In tarot terms, my whole year 2019 was a Tower Moment- the Falling apart of everything that didn't have a solid foundation in my life. It forced me to look deep inside in my wounds and shadows, and to take a hard look at what Im thinking about myself and my relationship with my husband, whom I love dearly, but neither me or him would really talk about hard things and problems we were having, because we both didn't want to hurt each other. It lasted for years. And it all culminated after a certain trigger I have received, what in turn transformed into a series of hard conversations, rivers of tears and a very anxious and depressive states in both me and him. I realised I have been losing myself to the relationship I wasn't even happy in, to the point I forgot who I was. I lost my cofidence. After the pregancy I felt alone and scared, I couldn't lose weight, my psoriasis has gotten worse and worse. Yet, I didn't want to admit to myself and to others, that I was not happy. Every word I would write as a journal about it would feel as a treason of some sort (Because, how can I feel so unhappy if I love him so much?). So I would rather paint and draw the feelings. That last year was the hardest I ve had, I think. But I don;t regret it as I have found myself again. After so many storms and realizations, how can I even think it was a bad thing to happen? So many truths have been uncovered and I have never felt so well connected to the life I am living and to my husband (we are still working on things, together finally). I have finally found my voice and gotten deeper into many different spiritual practices. I learned to take time for myself. To fill my cup of self love. After basically years of first doing things that HAD to be done, before taking care of myself. This is my first day of BE EXTRAORDINARY. It was difficult to take that step, for financial reasons. But I now recognize that in th epast I would never dare to invest in myself. In the expensive paints, even though painting is my passion. I would deprive myself the tools that would allow me to express myself. I wasn't worthy enough. Even the art as my passion didn't feel worthy (''It's only painting, it's only art, it's not needed''). So, even though Im in a place of not really having a wallet full, I did it. I bought the course (after watching that introductory little course), and I KNEW straight away that this is the turning point and the best thing I would spend my money on (the money I don;t really have, mind you). Those fears were so quickly and magically dispersed, it's crazy. 

I kept seeing the EXTRAORDINARY word in the least probable places, or certain quotes from famous succesfull people reassuring me about the investment. It's like a puzzle. Don't make a mistake- I am someone who knows about synchronicities and manifesting. Since a very young age I just knew how to manifest, just like that. Naturally. That's who I am. That's who I lost (and recently found). A day or two after buying the course I got an email onviting me to attend a job interview (something that wouldn't happen in 6 months). This morning I have gotten a message telling me, that my previous boss is going to recommend me to a newly created position at a different company. Another window opening up. Everyday I meditate with the Silva method. Everyday I take a new lesson from a 6 phase meditation and absolutely loving it. After the Compassion part, so many people have contacted me, all at once. Simple little messages. Feels good. :) SO yes, this is my DAY 1. Can;t wait to see what the rest of my course will look like. I love to get that help in bending reality, after all. The most important part though- the self improvement. The Self Discovery. The Self Creation. Excited!!! Love, Edyta