First of all I have been reading and listening Neal's books "Conversations with God" from 2000. They have had huge impact on my spiritual growth and when I found the last book 4 "Awakening the Species" I felt immediately : this is the answer, which I was looking for the last few years!
When I listened and later read this book, I received so much inspiration, that burn in me unstoppable desire to share and spread the messages available to us from the Source. So I did. [...]
I believe that we all have been truly attracting what is essential on our evolutionary path. Also we are here to realize that we have already all what we asking for inside of us! Just activate it and use! Turn switch on! Fascinating of how many things now make a complete sense in harmonious relations, where previously was confusions and doubts. My life changed completely, when, 22 years ago, I gave up my work as engineer on nuclear electric plant in Ukraine and tried to find myself third time in my life from beginning. That time I started my own communication with God, which miraculously brought me to US, helped to find amazing loving and supportive people and teachers, open my innate gifts as a massage therapist.
In my profession I fully committed to be instrument of Divine love and peace to flow through me and support my clients to become more aware, whole and free. So countless times I have received direct messages and energy from realm of the Divine that came through us - me and my patient.
In the process of the quest and working with the book CWG #4, I feel very engaged, inspired and activated into the most important mission of my soul.
My major expression of the quest:
1. Complete reassurance of having conversation with God during my whole life and recalling many memories of that.
2. The quest have touched me deeply as I feel involved my whole self into inner work of being of WHO I AM. It felt like a powerful magnet inside, of the center of my being pulled me in!! It was weird and great. I just surrendered...
3. During this course I often feel importance of the moment, presence and reverence to the teachers, NDW, and to all Divine beings, (HEBs), behind the scene.
4. My window of perception became wide open and fresh air of pure joy flowed in, changing and challenging me again and again. The most challenges came from day 6, where I noticed how deeply dysfunctional my and others lives used to be. How often I did not follow my own good intention with actions, just missing the major point.
5. I have many insights, which helped me to focus on creating and maintaining the structure of creating new life. I put them in triangle for stability and strength. One corner of it is openness and intention; second corner is willpower and courage; third corner is commitment and integrity.
6. I am very excited to continue my commitment at work in many directions, as Daily practice of deeper awareness presented in the book as 16 differences;
To pay more attention, notice and observe what do I feel, think, and how to stop being driven by negative reactions of the past;
Notice when I am repeating the old patterns and recognize them as valuable and meaningful lessons;
Share my experiences, challenges with others, being supportive during their tribulations;
Create and use opportunities to spread knowledge and wisdom from these life changing lessons;
To create a list of assignments from whole course, which I am not yet fully follow the qualities of HEB and keep this list for my daily reference. [...]