"I wish to rediscover/evolve back into feeling and knowing with affirmation that I am a part of the DIVINE"

I am beginning Awaken the Species. I was raised to choose my own religion and was introduced to Christian Science, Catholicism, Jehovah's Witness. I chose to become a Lutheran, then a Mormon, then a Unitarian Universalist. Over the years I have had to completely let go of any interpretation or belief in a Christian Judeo God. Yet I KNOW that there is a DIVINE POWER. Even with this knowledge I am feeling lost - as I have known loss. I do not feel alone; I feel apart from the Divine and wish to rediscover/evolve back into feeling and knowing with affirmation that I am a part of the DIVINE.