When I attended my first workshop with Deborah in 2012, I was completely emotionally numb. Starting at birth, I was put up for adoption by my birth mother, who had been abandoned during her pregnancy by my birth father. At age 5, I was sexually abused by an extended family member. At age 6 I had open heart surgery. At 19, I found myself pregnant. Two and a half years following my son’s birth, he tragically and traumatically died. Several years later, I became a caregiver to my mom who's illness became terminal after 3 years, nursing her until her last breath. All of these experiences I had before the age of 30. Following blind faith and a good friend, I decided to attend Deborah's workshop, not knowing anything about Deborah, only knowing I felt guided to go. The healing that has followed since is nothing less than miraculous. It can best be described as a tumultuous roller coaster, but well worth the ride. Bit by bit, with each workshop attended, I began to drop my defenses, and process the hurt and the pain caused by repeated abandonment and trauma throughout my life. As each layer revealed itself, one layer more painful than the last a peace and gratitude began to fill the emptiness as the numbness began to thaw. Through learning meditation with Deborah I have learned the difficult process of surrender allowing greater healing to occur.
In addition to emotional healing, I also began to experience physical healing in my body as well. As I healed from the sexual abuse, that trauma that my body had repressed as a young child began to manifest in a physical way. Recently, during meditation following a profound spiritual experience sitting in a church, I received physical healing, which was a result of the work Deborah has done with me, removing and clearing these stuck traumas, and the dedication I have continue my own healing, using the techniques Deborah teaches.
I will be forever grateful for the journey I have been on, and continue to learn new techniques from Deborah, knowing that I am now equipped to be a conduit for others healing. The techniques and knowledge I've gained from studying with Deborah have proved an invaluable experience, one that will continue to serve me for the rest of my life! I feel lighter, brighter and clearer than I've ever felt in my life, feeling a sense of peace, love and gratitude filling every part of me.
In addition to emotional healing, I also began to experience physical healing in my body as well. As I healed from the sexual abuse, that trauma that my body had repressed as a young child began to manifest in a physical way. Recently, during meditation following a profound spiritual experience sitting in a church, I received physical healing, which was a result of the work Deborah has done with me, removing and clearing these stuck traumas, and the dedication I have continue my own healing, using the techniques Deborah teaches.
I will be forever grateful for the journey I have been on, and continue to learn new techniques from Deborah, knowing that I am now equipped to be a conduit for others healing. The techniques and knowledge I've gained from studying with Deborah have proved an invaluable experience, one that will continue to serve me for the rest of my life! I feel lighter, brighter and clearer than I've ever felt in my life, feeling a sense of peace, love and gratitude filling every part of me.