"Love more me and improving my self-esteem are other reasons I chose this program"

Is my first day of this Quest. I chose it because most of the days I follow the guidelines of other people, doing what they want, and I end up throwing my desires inbox called it: unfulfilled box. Not expressing myself in a way I want to, makes me feel sad and in depression. Love more me and improving my self-esteem are other reasons I chose this program. Thank you in advance