"In the initial session, with the RTT session. I saw myself in my mother's womb."

In the initial session, with the RTT session. I saw myself in my mother's womb and heard discussion about them wanting to abort me. I have always felt unwanted and so I make myself needed/necessary. I also saw my father yelling at my mother when he left us when I was 4 years old "I never wanted children". Since that session 3 days ago, I have found myself easily shrugging off my mother's indifference to me and my father's lack of presence more easily by the recognition that that had nothing to do with me. I was not wanted because of the burden it would place on my parents, but not because of who I am. I almost find it comical that I would spend time feeling like I am unwanted when that is only a reflection of where they were in life.