"The MS diagnosis is not going to be added to my diagnosis list! Thank You!"

My top 3 takeaways or insights during/after finishing this Quest are… 
 1. I found my why 
 2. I witnessed a personal miracle
 3. I learned how to ask the "right" questions.

Before starting this quest I wanted to work on my personal health. I became very honest about how I was abusing my own body by the things I was speaking to myself in my mind, the stress from my career and what I was eating. While I had some incredible success over the last 4 years in weight release, recovering from addiction, living through open heart surgery with triple bypass and learning how to decrease my stress, my body had paid the price. 54 years old and all of these challenges had happened in the last 4 years. On top of that was the healthcare industry polarizing over COVID. I was flat out exhausted. I needed action to move forward in life and find my balance spiritually, mentally, physically and financially.

I started this Quest with a 30 day intention and a 6 month intention, but in being honest, really digging in and getting to know what I wanted this Quest actually took me 65 days. Why is that you ask? Because my intention changed.

At day 32 into the Quest I lost all feeling from my mid spine down. I could not feel anything even though I could still move. I ended up in the hospital with a rare auto-immune disorder called transverse myelitis.

While I was in the ER a very quiet thought entered my mind - "inspire or be a victim - you choose!" So I chose to inspire others while I was facing the biggest, scariest, most horrible health condition I had ever faced. It hit me mentally, spiritually, and physically and then more bad news they thought I may also have Multiple Sclerosis. So while I was inspiring others - I changed my manifestation with a renewed intention -if the Universe would take away my fear based thoughts I would do the work to heal all of this. 

Did I know I would be successful, no, but I was going to give it 30 days and believe by the end of said 30 days I would have it all back and not have any further medical conditions like MS. With this Manifestation Quest I shifted my intention to feel again, to be able to enjoy my body. And I was going to do this by listening to my intuition, my guides (angels) and by inspiring others. Miracles occur in the hardest part of our lives if we believe. I listened to my intuition that told me to get into very cold water to help me heal. I was guided by a friend with an autoimmune disease to take out all grains and milk products. And I was prayed for, thought of and received so much support it humbled me and I am forever grateful. I listened, I moved and I acted. Little by little I started feeling pain in my lower body - I cried it was awesome to be able to feel pain. Then one night I woke in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep - that voice said "go outside." So I did and while I was sitting there wondering why - the breeze so softly caressed my legs and I FELT IT! I cried again with tears of joy.

My personal miracle - 30 days later I am back to feeling 98% of my body fully and on my way to being better than 100%. The MS diagnosis is not going to be added to my diagnosis list! Thank You! I am about to embark on a personal learning journey of Tai Chi with a master to improve my health even more. I am a miracle. My body is amazing and this Quest helped me maintain my intention when it was tough, in the darkest hours, I believed!!!

I also found my why - I inspire others because it brings me great joy to see them achieve their dreams. To see the light in their eyes fills me to overflowing. 

I also learned to ask the questions in a way the Universe could answer me clearly and I listen to that voice, that feeling deep in my soul versus the endless chatter that was in my brain. I have a direct way to ask the Universe questions and it answers clearly and to my understanding. We now have our language and that opens so many possibilities it is infinite. 

So why do this Quest? The things I learned on the manifestation quest are such a long list it would take a book to share. The miracles that occur are beyond words.

Thank you Regan - you changed my life forever, you helped me feel again when I was in the darkest moments, you taught me a new language and I found my why. I am beyond grateful!!!! Words will never be enough!!!

PS - The picture I chose is the one that shows you my why - JOY!!! Just simple amazing joy. Thank you Mind Valley for bringing this Quest into the fold!