I have had some trouble being able to answer the question 'What do you want to do', either to myself or to others. I love teaching. I love to teach. But I also know I do not want to be in this setting forever. I have always known this. It's likely why I have taught all ages, from 3-60yrs, in various settings, in various countries. I am often moving around for new experiences and different ways I could make use of this skill. Like most people, I have many interests. I have many talents. As much as teaching can touch and change lives, I have known for a long time that I want to help more. I want to affect people's lives more. I want to teach more than just the English language. I want to experience existence...more, and differently. I want the kind of connection to the universe and it's inhabitants that allows me to make their lives better in a much more visceral way. I want to learn and spread what I learn. I have known all of this and more, but either I have been scared to vocalise (or even dare to think...therefore try to plan) or I simply could not find the words or localise the ideas succinctly - I am not sure.
Until now.
With the 3MIQ's (I am also doing 'Silva Ultramind' simultaneously, and I just finished '6 Phase Meditation' before I started this, so I don't know how one may have affected the other), I was able to just put on paper exactly what I wanted, without logic or fear of judgment. Each day, I answered the next question without rereading the previous column. The day after I finished the quest, I reread my paper out loud. When I finished, I thought 'Oh my god YES! This is it exactly.
Thanks to this programme, I now have a clearer path and goal. I now (finally) know what exactly I am working towards, and I am so excited for the journey and to meet the 'me' on the other side of it.