My partner had repeatedly tried to draw my attention to it in the past and had met with confusion and resistance and a hugely powerful repeated bolt reflex from me needless to say this mal function didn’t go away just got to the point where she had to become more insistent that it was too much this was a real thing and something I needed to do something about to retain my relationship. I tried very hard on my own listening to lots of personal growth wisdoms doing some deep personal introspection exploring deep grief and pain etc had some insights and reveals but couldn’t quite seem to go personally deep enough alone.
This course has been amazing I was aware of my very early childhood trauma intellectually but not to the degree to which it had affected my deeper sense of self-worth and lovability and feelings of emotional safety and abandonment and how that was intermittently acting out in my relationship.
This course has taken me through the process of tapping into some some very deep early childhood traumas and the core beliefs that formed around those experiences making it clear how that subconscious baggage has impacted on areas of Emotional maturity and interaction in my adult life. It has given me the understanding and the tools to reprogram outdated thoughts and behaviours to bring my 4 1/2 year old self to live with me the adult to allow me to adopt her and show her all the love and support she needs to feel safe and grow up here with me in the present Bringing her innocent beauty and wonderful gifts to my adult world and allowing us both to integrate to become one coherent soul able to give and receive the full spectrum of love and connection with beloveds and the world.
Like all humans I am a work in progress and probably always will be but most importantly this course has Helped me identify understand and move beyond some very stuck limiting core beliefs and behaviours laid down through pre verbal early trauma. Life is challenging enough without self sabotage thank you Marisa and Mindvalley for helping me to effectively understand myself more deeply and love and heal those things that are getting in the way of my happiness and connection to others . Love your work.