"Thank You for this lifeline"

Before this program - I recently became aware that I have been sabotaging relationships. Something surfaced that allowed me to see that my childhood abandonment issues have resulted in codependent behavior. I have been doing this my whole life. I recently met a girl that allowed me to mirror my deep unresolved conflicts. I will never have this girl or someone like her in my present condition. My retail store maintains its self pretty good so I have free time and I don't have a money crisis. What I don't have is Love. The amount of significant relationships in my life is measured in months, not even in years. I recently met someone special. She seems a galaxy away. This program came to me. I am headed to a lake for 30 days in my RV,. I have dedicating myself to this program. Thank You for this lifeline.