And now, I feel like doing things I used to delay. Lot of things I have noted down that I want to do but never started. I have started doing one at a time, maybe taking baby steps but it's better than not taking any steps at all. I learnt how to calm my mind when getting overwhelmed, which direction would help me prosper (Merie Diamond's Fend Shui), changed the way I looked at life after listening to Gary Zukav. Also, the meditation with Vishen was so powerful.
Cannot thank enough to everyone.