I saw the opportunity during Live and I passed on it after saw the story of Maria Conceicao feeling less then impressed with myself however told my self no more excuses.
Next day during Lisa Nichols's speech I saw the advert from Marisa needing people for stand in LA Expo. I had no intention to go to LA, but I wanted more than anything to work with Marisa. I responded, can I have more info? I might be in LA.
As Lisa continued to talk, I got more and more inspired and changed my response to: ''I will be in LA, I would love to join!'' I had no idea how I will do it, but I went for it. It was hard not to hear Lisa saying its MY TIME!!
Soon enough, I got picked!
Worked at Marisa's stand talking about RTT therapy.
What's next?
I decided to go to Bali. Had no idea what will be, I just went for it.
First three days just passing by, I kept getting asked if I wanted to go surfing. I kept saying, no, no, no, it was unfamiliar, I was even getting annoyed. Until I sat down and watched these two girls learning to surf, having fun... I couldn't stop watching. I thought to myself. Why do I keep saying no? I need to try this.
Soon enough ( well it took extra few days... ) but anyway soon enough I booked my first class and loved it! not that I hold myself on the surf for more than 2 second, but the feeling of me being even in the same water, doing what other people doing what seemed as such an distant image, was incredible.
I felt like I am finally living life instead of watching people living life.
Next was trying to learn to give massage! You might think this is really silly. Its not. In Slovakia this is definitely not common to know. We are pretty cold as I learned to know to compare with asian countries, or country like Indonesia.
Then came diving
Then reiki course
Yes I would also love to have expenses paid for, I seen it in my vision happening, and I would be lying if I say I am happy to just volunteer.
Always felt I was at the sideline watching other people having great time.
I hit rock bottom last year in October. I could not go on the same any more. My body was saying no, no to job, no to meaningless life. and I was asking myself why I was here.
(ok just kidding)
Slowly slowly, one quest at the time I started to feel better and better every day.
I had to apply for her school.
I left my job and showed up to Live course in UK for RTT school.
I didn't even made a booking. I passed the deadline, but I knew I have to do it. I just showed up
and they accepted me.
In only just 4 months from being on the floor depressed - I became a therapist! And not any therapist, but RTT therapist.
I started as cleaner and au-pair... I done it all.