“I figured out more events in even early childhood which caused the same pattern”

I am so excited about the insights I experienced days after the Masterclass with Marisa Peer.. It is true, that I carried this belief of not being enough or being rejected as my Design-Prof made me believe, because I am not doing the same style as the other students, my work would be worthless... I stopped nearly all creative work and lost everything for twenty years I had liked before. I never thought about it as I have been hurting and attracted everything what would show me that I am not good enough in nearly every part of my life. I figured out more events in even early childhood which caused the same pattern... Being different, and therefore not enough.. I will never give up again, nearly took my life as I had no hope and managed since last year with meditation and courses of Mindvalley to realise all these crazy beliefs and delete and change them with day by day effort and I am really grateful and thankful for every loving inspiration. I am looking forward of getting better and better and becoming bulletproof and a really happy me. Thank you