"Thanks for opening me to so many new ideas and solutions to issues I have carried with me for nearly all of my life"

Thanks to this program, I am in touch with my benevolent spirit guides. I am getting better and better at hearing them and being guided by them as I maneuver my way through this beautiful life.
 This morning in my Manifesting Mastery Course, we were learning about Subconscious Blocks and how they can get in our way when we are manifesting goals. 

After living in our beautiful home that has protected us for the past 34 years, we have decided to downsize for my husband's health. Someone like me can accumulate a lot of material possessions after 34 years in one spot. I feel sentimental attachments to so much, everything seemed too important to discard. I have tried to unpack this issue on my own, but could not quite get to WHY I was resistant to have things leaving my home, why I wanted to keep everything which would be impossible when our goal was to live in half the space we currently have. 

This morning Vishen took us on a journey, a 10 minute meditation to visit with our spirit guides, and to scan our bodies for the blocks that held us back. Consciously I would have thought that block lived in my head or heart and was very surprised when I found it. The block was literally a gray cement block. My feet and ankles were stuck in it. I was curious why this was and then the story unfolded. 

My mother left an abusive marriage when I was 2 years old. As a single Mom trying to provide for us, we were forced to move a lot, sometimes into small, inexpensive apartments, or into a house with my grandmother who was also single, and my three teenaged uncles. It seems we moved in and out of so many places that at one point when I was very young, I know we had been in 13 different locations. 
 My spirit guides let me know that at 4 years of age, I was wishing to have a home we could stay in and that I didn't have to move so much. At this point, the block began to form. What I was told this morning was that the block was formed to give me a solid base. A base that was strong enough to ground me, so that I could grow strong and tall and not be literatlly "uprooted" every time we had to move. This also began my tendency to collect "things". The more "things" I had, it felt it would be more difficult for me to move or be uprooted again. We did continue to move, but not quite as often as our circumstances changed. A new, happy marriage for my mother, new siblings for me to love and adore. Yet still, the feeling of wanting to stay in one place remained. 

I knew the block was formed out of love and wanting to help and protect me. So I asked, "If I no longer need this block, can it dissapate or disappear from my feet"? The answer I received was two parts - One, the block suggested that it would change into a cool, loving, healing and cleansing blue water that would wash through me and loosen the binds that material possessions had on me. It would assist me to let things go.
 Two, the cement block asked if it could compress into one very small speck of sand. It asked to be placed in a "spiritual scrapbook" to honor it's service to me and be a reminder of our story together. I felt the love and protection it had provided for over 65 years and held that speck of sand in my hand, as I asked my spirit guides to stay near and remind me of our new path together. I no longer feel "blocked". I am confident that spiritual help is nearby when I ask for assistance in literally clearing my path of "things" and onwards to our new future.
 Thanks to Vishen and Mindvalley for opening me to so many new ideas and solutions to issues I have carried with me for nearly all of my life. I am grateful to all we achieve together!