Accepting that I don’t have a story of abuse, addiction or near death experience to share, the emotion of not good enough comes up. Then as I dig deeper I realize that not feeling worthy or heard and searching for my purpose is what I am experiencing when I started my healing journey. I am Vata so I am in constant motion and if I just keep moving then I can’t feel the emotions. I grew up with the pressure to be perfect and to be the quiet girl with no voice. I was a product of parents who were anxious and very concerned about keeping up with the Jones’s. I realized that there are other ways to live. That in fact I have a choice in my daily life regardless of other people’s opinion. I also realize that it’s not good for our bodies to be in the constant flight mode, waiting for the other shoe to drop. Stress and emotions land in our bodies and cause illness. I also feel there is more to life than stuff!
My daily meditation practice has helped me feel more connected to my higher consciousness. I also feel calmer and settled which helps in making clearer decisions. The angel courses have opened me to accepting that we are not alone and that I can ask for guidance and help. The chakra work has helped me to be more grounded and has brought about more awareness to my energy field and its importance and impact on myself and others. The chelation and healings are helping me to feel the energy move in and through my body. I am hoping to realize my gifts more clearly as the course continues.
I realize that I am a kind and compassionate person but often I don’t appreciate that as I sit with a hospice patient that this act doesn’t bring comfort to others as it does to me. I am trying to embrace my life as a service. I help support both my husband’s parents who are both 90 years old, and my parents as well, my dad has dementia and my mom is the caretaker. I also volunteer at a cancer center in Pittsburgh. Often people refer to me as an angel.
My daily meditation practice has helped me feel more connected to my higher consciousness. I also feel calmer and settled which helps in making clearer decisions. The angel courses have opened me to accepting that we are not alone and that I can ask for guidance and help. The chakra work has helped me to be more grounded and has brought about more awareness to my energy field and its importance and impact on myself and others. The chelation and healings are helping me to feel the energy move in and through my body. I am hoping to realize my gifts more clearly as the course continues.
I realize that I am a kind and compassionate person but often I don’t appreciate that as I sit with a hospice patient that this act doesn’t bring comfort to others as it does to me. I am trying to embrace my life as a service. I help support both my husband’s parents who are both 90 years old, and my parents as well, my dad has dementia and my mom is the caretaker. I also volunteer at a cancer center in Pittsburgh. Often people refer to me as an angel.