I have always had what I considered to be a scary level of intuition. In my school days I would predict the future with accuracy. This scared me and I looked for ways to escape. I’d been treated terribly by my family and was in and out of care, while I came across many caring people who tried to help I often found myself alone. I’ve always felt different and during my 20s tried to fit in and never quite did. Some of the reasons for this were based on abuses from people in positions of power and trust. I learned not to trust.
After working from the age of 13, I eventually found education and felt safe within these constructs, people appeared to be more humanitarian and I was able to open this aspect of myself up. I began making conscious choices and one day decided that each day I would try to be better then then the previous. Rather then basing my life on the reactive trauma responses my survival self had adapted to. In doing this I healed my infertility and gave birth to two wonderful children, I also began planning to work in a career that would assist people to feel good about themselves and share my experiences. After having my children I invited my intuition back, I found that people would continue to push me out of groups, I get along well with many amazing inspirational individuals and continued to work hard to find a solution that allowed me to feel safe. Unfortunately, due to circumstances outside of my control, my children have been placed away from me and in harms way and I now dedicate my life to surviving, ongoing abuse, trauma and attempting to save my beautiful children. It has required every ounce of strength I have and there are days (like today) that I don’t feel up to the task anymore.
There’s a whisper within me that allows me to continue. I have not yet started the courses on mind valley, but watched vishens masterclass on the silva project and realised that I naturally have always done, at least half of the processes.
This is very interesting as it is what I call intuition. I would love to learn more and become part of a community that assists the world in its much needed healing and understand that as we are all one this needs unity and educational awareness to be achieved.
After working from the age of 13, I eventually found education and felt safe within these constructs, people appeared to be more humanitarian and I was able to open this aspect of myself up. I began making conscious choices and one day decided that each day I would try to be better then then the previous. Rather then basing my life on the reactive trauma responses my survival self had adapted to. In doing this I healed my infertility and gave birth to two wonderful children, I also began planning to work in a career that would assist people to feel good about themselves and share my experiences. After having my children I invited my intuition back, I found that people would continue to push me out of groups, I get along well with many amazing inspirational individuals and continued to work hard to find a solution that allowed me to feel safe. Unfortunately, due to circumstances outside of my control, my children have been placed away from me and in harms way and I now dedicate my life to surviving, ongoing abuse, trauma and attempting to save my beautiful children. It has required every ounce of strength I have and there are days (like today) that I don’t feel up to the task anymore.
There’s a whisper within me that allows me to continue. I have not yet started the courses on mind valley, but watched vishens masterclass on the silva project and realised that I naturally have always done, at least half of the processes.
This is very interesting as it is what I call intuition. I would love to learn more and become part of a community that assists the world in its much needed healing and understand that as we are all one this needs unity and educational awareness to be achieved.