Before I met Deborah and before my creative interest was re-keyed as I open myself to my spiritual side after many years of numbness, my life was a struggle. I was by all definitions of the term “a dead (wo)man walking.” I had lost my tribe many years earlier but fortunately I’ve always know that every experience I have lived both good and bad was a learning experience, today after my training with Deborah’s group, I understand them to be my gifts. The message embedded in each experience is still unfolding as to what the exact meaning of each is, but what I see now is that I no longer look at myself with the same hyper critical, disapproving thoughts. All that self-criticism is in the past; it is no longer in my play book.
Yaaaaay! It’s curious to me how and when the transformation happened. I just did my course work, meditated, and learned to safely open my heart and mind. The process of running energy through me to help heal others had a side bonus. I no longer saw my old self with my leftover feelings of a dissatisfying childhood. I listened and learned to put myself on allow and voilà! I look back now and not only don’t see the same me anymore, but I don’t feel her pain and insecurities either. I just see a smiling me. One that’s able to love and most of all receive the highest love, which in turn allows me to experience a really fulfilling personal love too.
Since training with Deborah I have started to experience a constant ease about my life…I know that I’m finally making the right choices in my life because everything I’ve been doing and have been trying to do in the last 2 years has been supported by nature. This is the key to knowing you are walking the path meant for you. Don’t get me wrong though, the work didn’t take just 2 years, it’s taken my entire lifetime. The synchronicities of having Deborah’s teachings come along when they did only reaffirmed to my core self that I was getting ready for the “me” I had always dreamed of being. You know the old saying, “When the student is ready the teacher will appear.”
Yaaaaay! It’s curious to me how and when the transformation happened. I just did my course work, meditated, and learned to safely open my heart and mind. The process of running energy through me to help heal others had a side bonus. I no longer saw my old self with my leftover feelings of a dissatisfying childhood. I listened and learned to put myself on allow and voilà! I look back now and not only don’t see the same me anymore, but I don’t feel her pain and insecurities either. I just see a smiling me. One that’s able to love and most of all receive the highest love, which in turn allows me to experience a really fulfilling personal love too.
Since training with Deborah I have started to experience a constant ease about my life…I know that I’m finally making the right choices in my life because everything I’ve been doing and have been trying to do in the last 2 years has been supported by nature. This is the key to knowing you are walking the path meant for you. Don’t get me wrong though, the work didn’t take just 2 years, it’s taken my entire lifetime. The synchronicities of having Deborah’s teachings come along when they did only reaffirmed to my core self that I was getting ready for the “me” I had always dreamed of being. You know the old saying, “When the student is ready the teacher will appear.”