"So I'm taking Money EQ hoping to be more at peace with money."

I'm just beginning the course today. My relationship with money feels sad. I don't ever seem to have quite enough to be comfortable knowing that my long term needs will be met. There is fear around dying poor and/or not feeling I've achieved my financial goals; not contributing enough to those around me in need (not giving a handout, but a helping hand); and not having been to those places I've wanted to travel to. So I'm taking Money EQ hoping to be more at peace with money. Arigato.