"I have expectation i'll get success to meet my soil partner"

Having all the experiences since childhood I always was bad emotional damages but same time something I have been experiencing that was energy whenever something happens I had a vision this is not for lifelong soon everything is going to be fine. I was keep thinking good as I do love nature and believe natural changes universal love with partners i had no good experience. Like i got cheated always but I do believe soul connection looking for that i have very positive intention ill soon got from this quest, I have expectation i'll get success to meet my soil partner was 1st day of quest am hoping will get what i desire. and what for me universe choose.