But truth is that I enjoy and love the freedom that I consciously created as a part of my dream-lifestyle, and I realized that I didn't need those structures, that I can trust myself and do what I want.
The content confirmed that I am and have been on the right track, and I was able to generate a general view and assessment of these aspects of myself I had been working on.
I felt like I gained more confident in trusting myself. To realize that the structure wasn't for me gave me a perspective and the confidence to understand that that's truly how outside the box I am and like to work. I realized that I wasn't doing anything wrong before, I just needed to believe in myself even more.