I felt really uprooted from my being, essence and from my life as a whole before this quest. I kept being unkind towards myself even though most people I was around praised me. I felt this uncomfortable feeling in my heart. Yearning for more of me!!! I compared myself to others which pushed me further down the big dark well to the point where I was thinking suicidal thoughts.
As I was going through the quest, I had moments where I could see a path forward however I was afraid that if I walked it, I would have so much more to loose. I think my biggest epiphany was that you can never loose who you become. It’s always going to shape you to your core!