"I want to believe deep in my soul that I deserve to be calm and happy, to be prosperous"

The reason I signed up for this Quest is that I'm tired of my thoughts spinning like crazy in my head, of my fears that keep me from acting, of low self-esteem, and procrastination. 
I want to believe deep in my soul that I deserve to be calm and happy, to be prosperous. I want to stop criticizing and blaming myself for everything I do or don't do. To find the center of my universe inside myself and decide for myself what to do - boldly