Nervousness, anger, work, negative self talk has plagued my life for the longest time. Whenever I did something that even was remotely imperfect, I would get the harshest beat down. That fire, excitement, passion was smoked out by my old mind. I was afraid to even start this quest because of the fear of failure.
As I was doing the quest, I thought of quitting many times because I thought my outcome was going to be less than perfect. The thing that carried me through was just that imperfect people were doing the quest with me and all of us had a glimmer of hope. I would have bouts of self love and positivity but also negative thoughts.
Towards the end, an epiphany came to me which was that you are a divine being who is already perfect, as taught by Neal Donald Walsh. This quest just kept on driving and installing beliefs of love and abundance.
So, just take the leap of faith and taste your sweetness that is your birth right.