"I’m excited to be able to be part of this, and pinpoint where my wounds are."

I have money wounds for sure. I grew up in a neighbourhood where everyone had a lot of money, or at least it appeared that way? Maybe keeping up a appearances was happening in all households? Who knows? My father worked nights as a bartender and my mother was home with us 3 siblings, me being oldest and always looking out for my sister and brother. Alcohol was also an issue in our family, we never knew from one day to another what the atmosphere in our home was going to be like. I started early to earn money, but struggled from early what to do with it? I didn’t get the tools from my family, it was always something nobody spoke about. So I have continued that way, figuring out for myself, and always end up spending more than I have. So I’m excited to be able to be part of this, and pinpoint where my wounds are. ??