"I did Jeffrey's Masterclass last week and I felt light"

I am a remedial massage therapist. I also use zero balancing and cranio sacral techniques. These therapys have taught me about energy and helped me to realise how much it affects me. I work with horses as well as people and they have also taught me a lot about being present and not having an agenda. I have had some health issues since 2012 which culminated in me having 2 hip replacements last year, I said to myself that's it I can get back to being me know! It was great to start with but I struggle to hold the energy around me that I want, I had shut myself down so much to cope with the pain that I am struggling to find me again I need to get my joy back. I live in the countryside with my partner and 3 dogs, my horse is in the field next door it's everything I ever dreamed of but I am not happy which is crazy. I did Jeffrey's Masterclass last week and I felt light I even smiled I need more of that which is why I am doing Duality