By the conclusion of the program I am still a little uncertain which direction to take, but perhaps the greatest gift I could have gotten from it was that it's perfectly fine to be, and that in a little while I'll know, and I'll take a step, and then another.
I know now that I can stop dead in my tracks, let my mind settle, and take a hard left turn if I feel like I need to, and that the 'consequences' of that are all made up. My life, and my coaching, will never be the same.