"The reason I enrolled in this Quest is to heal from my two divorces and to be able to open my heart again"

The reason I enrolled in this Quest is to heal from my two divorces and to be able to open my heart again. I chose it the first and second divorce, but it has been extremely difficult to open up my heart to a new relationship. Both of them were toxic in different ways. I am still so full of fear of meeting someone toxic again that I feel safer alone, but I also feel lonely. I am hoping to overcome my fear, start loving myself, so I can finally feel free to love again.